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Thursday, September 17, 2009

omg
im so freakin tired these few days
lack of slp is soooo guilty!
D:
was on th phone wif nata last night/morning
n she was complaining abt her eyes having sth inside>.>
then u noe wat?
when i kup that time,
my eyelash fell in
n how i wished
that thr was sum1 who would be so sweet n caring as to blow th particle out of my eye for me.
.__.
stupid me, make myself emo for nth>.>
*whacks*
oww..
aniwaes
today:
-woke up at 641,
slept for 1hr20mins
-rushed to sch
abit emotionally unstable but okay overall; btr than mon n tues
-slept thru classes
i noe, i noe, i shud be paying attention
-came home
homesweethome<3
-using com

omg, my life seems so dead..
ltr nidda complete th rubber taping for th dnt car wheels
n then try n finish th maths paper
sumhow chillax today.
but i freakin hate dnt
i havent test th thingy out yet siax
-'-
enuff abt sch.

sat: 11-1pm tuition
after that, im free
anyone wanna pei me go out?
sun: tuition at 4-6, 730-10
im sleeping in, forget seeing me>.>
mon: public hol,
uber free
anyone up for anything?
so sian
no plans
no nth
-'-
n im still damn slpy
n im freakin snappish today
bad mood me.
at first,
i had lots to blog abt
sumhow now lyk nth lykdat..

i live behind masks not to be fake,
but to absorb th harsh reality without hurting myself.
altho others may dislike this fact,
i cant help it,
its me.
i aint fake,
im simply hard to get
despite seeming transparent to some.
i try n be hyper, happy, high.
ever wondered abt how i rilly feel inside?
sumtimes, i juz wish i can curl up in bed with my darlinq
n nvr eva wake up again.
as my uncle ber would say:
why suffer to live when death is relief?
but i must hold on,
n i will.
wanna see me go down?
wait for th next lifetime.
u will nvr get ur way
cuz i m th one who gets wat i want
be it now or future
im owaes here.
think u noe me?
think twice.

we're from different ends of th universe
if this is a fairy tale,
i can alr plan th ending.
sum1 will get hurt,
no matter wat happens.
regardless of wat promises r made,
wat words are spoken,
wat actions are done,
wat course we take.
be it now or eva,
i knew that deep inside my heart,
this might nvr work.
i aint gonna risk my heart once more.
once is enuff,
twice will be too much to bear.
from now on, i'll keep to myself
i'll nvr be a part of..

&bel @04.26pm

Blogged @ 9/17/2009 03:56:00 PM
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