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Sunday, July 26, 2009

hey,
i noe ive not posted for a rilly long time
but im not rilly gonna say anything
cuz
i dun feel lyk it
i dun wanna
n im emoing
thr, three reasons
wateva.

isit th wrong thing to do?
is crushing on sum1 th worst thing on earth
y isit that everytime u speak to me,
you sumhow manage to make my heart flutter?
yet,
i doubt u'd even noe that.
isit th age gap?
or becuz its juz not thr?
i onced wish upon a wishing star
thot that it wud be reality
but..
was i supposed to be prepared
to crash n burn?
things nvr work out for me.
was it sth i did?
or was my life meant to be this way?
no matter how much it hurts,
i'll try to keep a straight face
i'll smile.
i'll luff.
i'll be alright.
but deep inside,
thr's nth left..
im everything i pretend to be.
maybe i shud juz expose my feelings
to th whole world
but i hav this feeling
that when i've let everything out,
no one cares
no one bothers
becuz everyone thinks that i'll juz climb back up
upon my own two feet
n face th cruel world again
im th oh-nth-tears-me-down type
ohhyea
did i mentioned
that i hide myself behind masks?
i may not be th most special person in th world,
but all i want is a little more care, concern n love
is that asking for too much?
i guess.
maybe i shud juz giv up
but sumhow ive held on to this tiny flicker of hope.
i'll hold on till th day th flame dies
till then,
i'll be waiting.

its a lonely ecstasy, a bittersweet lie @ 10.01pm n foreva.

Blogged @ 7/26/2009 09:31:00 PM
n i live in it. -