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Friday, April 17, 2009

wat a bad year this turns out to be
recently
life sux as much as a stinkhole
wat the fuck did i do to deserve things lyk this?
wat the fuck on earth, i ask u
WAT THE FUCK????????????????????
leave me out for all i care
ignore me for all i care
single me out for all i care
dun bother about me for all i care
leave me all alone for all i care
hurt my feelings for all i care
do wateva u want to irritate me
tok to her
leave me out
conspire
OHH WAT THE FUCK?
wat did i ever do to u
snatch everything i hav from me
ohh fuck it
thats not even wat u did
u basically took my life away from me
did i lyk, offended u?
if i did,
u cud've told me, cudnt u?
even if so,
hav u eva spare a thot for me?
that u might be the one that started it?
OHH WAT THE FUCK
wat rubbish m i tokin bout
for all i noe,
u might not even bother about all this
but thr's one thing i nid u to noe
u have seriously hurt my feelings,
noe that?
ohh fuck,
here i m feelin hurt
n thr u r
goodness noes doing wat
ohh who the fuck cares?!
ohh rite,
ME
the one who's hurt
fuck it
conspire with her
leave me out
when u noe that i dun welcome her as much as u do some of th times
whisper
bout things
tell everyone else
leave me in the dark
yet
i hav to hear it from sum1 else
FUCKINLY OUT OF SUM1'S MOUTH
how does that feel
if i ever did that to u
i feel uncomfortable
u go to her
why?
i suspect
cuz u dun want my mood to spread to u
spare a thot wun u?
stick it out lyk a true fwen
instead of avoidance n ignorance
i tell u everything
yet u prefer to tell it to a total different person
plan things wif th ppl i noe
dun tell me
ohh, n not to forget
try to keep it from me until u accidentally let it out
OHH CRAPOLAFUCKSHIT
wat kind of a person r u?
if u wanna do sth
do it n let everyone noe about it
y hide?
FYI
u have not been very nice since a few days ago
rake up my past wun ya?
juz becuz i made the stupidest mistake of my life
to lyk sum1 who is totally wrong
u do not hav to rub it in rite?
i may not go for ppl's looks
i may not hav good taste (to u n everyone else who thinks so)
at least i dun wander
howeva
u pretend that nth's th prob ltr on
taking me back onli when u want
think its fun?
lyk im th mouse n ur using cheese to catch me wheneva u want?
OHH FUCK
im not that kind of a person
lastly,
for u
i hav to let u noe this
I MAY BE A BITCH BUT AT LEAST IM NOT A FITCH
BITCHINESS COMES FROM THINGS AROUND ME
TRY TO FIND OUT,
WUN YA?

inside me, im hurting lyk crazy
see me smile,
it fake.
juz putting on a strong front
not lettin my feelings get out of control
keep a tight rein on myself

i will survive! @ 11.04



Blogged @ 4/17/2009 10:21:00 PM
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