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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

hiiehiie^^ everyone
its been lyk one month n 4 days since i last posted??
damn long i noe
this will be a short post cuz i nid go do hmk then get as much skp as possible
today was school as usual juz more tiring cuz i went shopping with natalie
tomoro vivien comin my tuition
so happy^^
at last hav sum1 pei me
i think i stay in school then straight go bahs or maybe she can go my hse first then we take car>.<
either way oso can
aniwaes
i want my maple!!!
i missed it so much siax
i 2months nvr play alr
so poor me
aniwaes
today had history test
n i dunnoe wat to think of it
hmmm
i feel so tired emotionally as well as physically
its lyk everyday is juz school n hmk then slp for a tweeny little bit before ur dragged out of bed to go to school then ur force to do hmk n it begins all over again
very sianz
i feel so stressed even when i sleep i cant sleep
i will get nightmares
n then i feel so tired in the morning
every morning i get scolded
for rilly useless reasons n i cant avoid it
mon to fri i m stuck in this hellhole called school
saturday i'm stuck in another hellhole called dady's office
sunday i'm stuck in a hellhole called tuition
when will i ever be free??
i go office n work but i get nth in return
n if i dun go
i get sth
n its called scolding
sumtimes i rilly wonder y life exists
it sux aniwaes
so many problems
so little solutions
luckily i hav all my wonderful fwens who r owaes there for me
so hereby i thank all of u
everyone who's:
- sitting ard me for being so fun n funny(in a good way)
- all my fwens for being so understanding when i get all moody
- everyone who has helped me in any way at all
- even juz by toking to me is of grat help
- ppl who helped me understand that life does not hav to suck this much
- ppl who showed me laughter n joy
- ppl who r juz there as ppl
i cant thank all of u enough
sumhow, i hav this feeling that i've changed
i'm not sure in wat way
or whther its a good or bad thing
but i noe i've changed
maybe i'm no longer as naive
or maybe its juz i've been dissapointed so many times i sort of gave up on hope
wateva it is,
i wun feel as hurt when i'm hurt
maybe its juz a protective barrier i've learnt to build ard myself
however, there still is this tiny little flicker of hopeful flame in me
maybe one day i'll learn to be able to spread it to the whole world
i will hope for that day to come to set me free
ok, i gtg
so byebyes^^

purified_simplicity ~ i no longer the same old me @ 10.44pm

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