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Wednesday, October 15, 2008


hiiehiie
see the title on top??
yea
thats the title of a song
its damn nice n damn touching


i cried when i heard ir


plzplzplz go listen when u can


bery bery sad


its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


no words can descrube it


''once upon a time there was light in my life


but now there's only love in the dark''


so nice


so so so


i dunnoe how to describe it except that it is eclipsey


i m currently listening n blogging n crying


i think it sorta help bring my feelings out


bery beautiful


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-sCrhRPCMg&feature=related


here's the link aniwaes








so long nvr blog alr


i feel so emo nowadays


i hav a rough idea y
but mostly i truly hav no idea


i dun wanna be emo


but when i think about things


i cant help but cry


lyk now


i cant help it


i noe other ppl's life muz be worse then mine now


but i still cant help it


if ur life is lyk not all that great


can u plz tell me bout it


i wanna hear other problems n i dunnoe


but i juz lyk helping ppl


yea


i muz be damn crazy


i m crying n yet i want to help others


so mentally unstable


i tok to anyone except one or two ppl


but i cant crap to them everyday


cuz i'll feel damn bad n i mean


i cant expect them to listen to me crap everyday


they muz find it irritating


so i hope i m able to say it to sum1 else whi will undestand


cuz my life is not all that easy to understand


its damn complicated


not at all simple lyk my msn name


i was nvr simple to begin with


y the heck did i name myself that


i hav no idea


i cant say it out cuz its hard to tok about things to a thing that does not tok back


if anyone hav time plz tell me


i m overly emotional this few days


but i cant explain it








u wud nvr lyk me back


ppl say u do


but i doubt it


even though i noe that believe is the spirit that holds hops true


but i cant help but doubt cuz


wat do u see in me??


i dun wanna believe cuz i dun wanna my hopes to be crushed yet believing is the way to hold hopes true


so the crosssroads of lurve n life is cimplicated


yet complexity is simplicity


life is complicated


a total eclipse of the heart


i'm tired of the sound of my tears


but somehow


i sorta lyk it












i wanna play audition but i cant remember eryue's asiasoft password so muz wait till she comes home


i so sad


cuz muz download then ltr muz wait


nvm(:












lurve is lyk a shadow on me


so true in a way


i saw u today


but all i felt was sadnesss in my heart


no longer the same feeling i held


its unexplainable but true


real


wats real does not nid to be seen or felt or heard


all it matters is that


one can feel it i our hearts


true love is one thing so real that it does not hav a happy ending


cuz it nvr ends


i think all this is so damn true


n it seriously expresses how i feel


too bad no one reads my blog








i read this book


its the truth, dare, kiss or promise series n i think i feel lyk becca


a character in the book


the way she feels about most things is the same as me


n i think squidge is damn romantic


i think the way he thinks bout lurve is damn cute


so perfect


aniwaes


no one's perfect


so accept that fact n move on


holding back will leave u with regrets n sorrows








one who has been loved before will learn to love again


true lurve is hard to find so treasure it


foreva starts tonite


so damn sweet


once upon a time i was fallin in lurve


now i'm only falling apart


a total eclipse of the heart










today i was walking home after eryue n liya n shermaine n mabu left for cca


then i saw vanessa n her stead infront of me


n then i was hoping she wun turn around n notice me cuz i lyk bery dian deng pao lykdat


but she saw me


n i felt damn awkward


i hope the rain will dissolve me there n then


then i went home as quickly as possible


i felt so alone n in the dark


but i will survive






byebye ppl


being so emo i feel that i m spoiling ur day


sorry if ur day is spoilt if u read this blog






foreva i'll lurve u in the dark @


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Blogged @ 10/15/2008 04:08:00 PM
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