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Monday, October 6, 2008

sometimes
its juz better to leave things as it is
n not touch it at all
at least it wud not be awkward
unlyk...
i regretted it
i m sorry
even doing things lyk deleting my smses
n when i see urs
it makes me cry
i believe that there was sth going on
but wateva it was
i had put it out
i can only blame myself
i tell others
let nature take its own course
love cannot be forced
ai shi bu ke yi mian qiang de
but do i actually listen to myself
no
i dun







ok
that was that
n this is now
i went to hougang mall wif eryue n end up meeting linrui n zhongwei n jingyi n nut n amielia n aquila
ya
hahas
we ate at macs(me eryue zw jyi n linrui met us ltr)
me eryue linrui went toyrific n comics connection
i bought glow sticks
n omg i juz remembered!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its wif eryue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg i calling her now
we then went library
or rather we met there
not zw n jyi though
then we folded hearts n stars n listen to music
then we went to the foodcourt
cuz linrui needed to eat
n i ate japan ice cream ;D
hahas
then we went home
n i have tuition
this sux
tomoro still hav exam n yet i m using the com instead of doing assessment or studying
i muz be mad
yea
i m
i mean
liya calls me
psycho psychologist
;P
lalas







the sky remained blue
the sea is calm
my soul
a still pool of despair
shattered pieces of my heart lies at the bottom
yet loving ue at the same time








the lightning palace
i created this for eryue n *******
its lyk
the angels will fly up n hold the end of the lightning and fly down to a person leaving a trail of hearts n flowers floating in the air
then the lightning will swept the couple off their feet n up towards the thundering sky
n lead them to a palace wif flowers hearts n lurve
n music ofc
n they end up hapily eva after






i lurve happy eva afters
cuz even though i dun wanna believe
there is none on this hard stone cold reality
called life
which sux









my heart bleeds
the blood drips lyk the tears flowing down my face
leaving a tear-stained streak
scarring me
not sure when it'll heal
but a scar will be molded
for sure








i live a life with so many masks as my face
yet the only time i see my own true face is when i m in dreamland
where i m sure no harm will come to me
n there are happily eva afters
hence this resulting in ppl not being able to see my true face
leading them to certain perceptions of me
n my damn winderfully perfect life
thats on the surface
beneath it all
i'm hurt
scarred
cutted
torn
shattered
pieces that will nvr be glued together again
sworn off hurt
yet they come back to haunt me
yet i keep my mask on
nvr revealing myself to anyone
cuz i cant bear the hurt
one bitten twice shy
only
in my case
is foreva bitten foreva shy






kays i guess i shud go n do tuition hmk
i wanna change my url which leads me to post
so tada
byes











i messed up
i noe
plz forgive me




i cant help but lurve u again @
2.27pm

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