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Saturday, September 20, 2008

hiiehiie
i shud be slping now
but my internal clock has gone haywired
so i fell asleep at 5++pm
n m now awake n blogging
so damn messed up
urgh
i shall post bout everything i can now
cuz i feel damn emotional
sorrries
u can skip this post if ya want

first
my cousins b'dae comin
on sunday
but they so poor thing
they r sick now
so cannot hav bday party or eat cake
so sad rite??!
then i dunnoe wat to give them
cuz i broke alr
so i plan to bake a cake
n yes
i can bake cakes
but i dunnoe if they can eat it even though now is alr saturday
but the prob is
i haven buy all the equipments yet
cuz my hse dun hav cake making stuff
n i not bery sure wat kinds to buy
worse thing is
i kena asked to go office by my dad
i hav to go at lyk 11am to 3-4pm
lyk wth??
i was planning todo all my hmk by sat evening fopr ONCE
then i can study at nite n in the afternoon go buy cake stuff
n make in the nite n tomoro make the actual one
cuz i nid practice
cuz last time i make is lyk during hols i think n doriz jiejie was helping me
so yea
but wateva
muz be independent

nxt........

nid to go office tomoro
this is one sucky job that sux
is lyk no one pei me n i hav to sit there n collect money only
it sux larhs i tell u
its lyk so boring n i cant concentrate when doing hmk
it sux
so many ppl walk in n out n in n out n in n out
urgh
its damn irritating if ur pissed
lyk me
now
urgh
n now i dun even get paid
i mean i nid the money
wateva

nxt..........

i shall not put names
ur so weird
i didnt even do anything to u
ppl practice drama
u shud put in effort rite?
even if ur life's upside down
i mean school is lyk work
n when ur working nxt time
u cannopt simply bring in ur feelings or personal matters
its not professional
its lyk so shit of u to do that
dampens everyone's spirit n the atitude sux can??
even if ur stduies are lyk so good until u can eat shit
u dun hav to pull down other ppl's marks rite??
u r so damn selfish
only think of urself
i used to put up wif it so i nvr say anything
but now i cannot stand it
the atitude sux
i cannot find any word to describe how much ur atitude sux n ur character n behaviour n i can continue listing
but i dun wanna waste my time on sum1 lyk u
its a plain waste of my effort
WHEN U CANT EVEN BE BOTHERED TO PUT IN ANY FUCKIN EFFORT U SHITHOLE
ppl rehearsing
everyone following script
but u hav to go off the script n dun want to stop fooling around when ppl r being serious
r u that dim or juz wanna attract attention??
other group the ppl fool around
but do u hav to join in??
NO
CUZ ITS NOT UR GROUP
N EVEN IF U WANNA ATTRACT ATTENTION
NO NID TO BE SO JIAN RITE
PPL R BEING SERIOUS AT THAT POINT OF TIME
PPL HAV HMK N PROJECTS TO DO
U WANT TO DRAG N WATSE EVERYONE'S TIME
n when sum1 bery kindly ask u not to be so shit n stop playing in a nice way,
wat did u do??
continue ur shit ways
n when everyone cannot take it alr
we lose control of ourselves n speak in a slightly louder voiuce in order for it to make sense to u,
wat did u do??
u get all moody n treat it lyk its our fault that u dun wanna practice becuz we lose our temper at u
but hav U ever think that it was U who made us lose our temper at u
NO
u dun hav to be so childish n list ur fwens n go around spreading the list
cuz even if ur so dumb
u shud noe that it'll hurt some ppl in one way or another
y r u so insensitive??
throughout the whole practice u kept doing ur own things
n that resulted in us not being able to continue n get on wif things
does that make u happy??
if it does
i hav nth to say
juz one word
fitch
ur not the only one wif stress
everyone is stressed
espacially those of us whose studies r not as good as urs
but u dun hav to rub it in our face
dun be too proud
u want to be a paikia
go ahead
but lemme tell u sth
u will fail at that
becareful
ur studies will slide if u continue
by then
i wun see any reason for u to cry
cuz u brought it upon urself
there's more i hav to say
lyk for example
when other ppl score higher than u
or receive a praise
u'll be lyk all congratz but to me
i dun feel ur sincerity sumtimes
i dunnoe if its me being paranoid or isit u rilly cannot stand ppl better than u
if thats' the case
then i think u nid psychologising
its not rite
u shud feel genuinely happy for that person
dun hav to be so competitive
yea i noe ur srudies r damn good
but u dun hav to be lyk this
lyk lookdown on ppl
cuz it doesnt work this way
life is unfair
accept it n move on

i mean,
come on

nxt..........
that was a long one

i dun think i shall tok bout the nxt person alr cuz i bery tired now
i want play fantage but i now busy
i m copying all my documents to CDs cuz my com hav prob n i scared ltr infos all lost so yea
not even half way done

think my plan for tomoro/todae (saturday)
is to wake up early n do my hmk n then go hougang mall go buy breakfast n bring hmk n magazines to office n entertain myself

i hav a sudden urge to eat LJS
lol
lyk the script lykdat
but rilly
so i shall hav that tomoro!!
yay me!!
then after going office i shall go buy the cake stuff then go home
then make cakes
then study
then use com n study n study n study
cuz eoys coming alr
n i haven started studying
omg rite??
i noe

kays i think i blog off alr

ps. my title of this post is wat i wrote on my DnT wood the surface n was once my msn name n i think its damn meaningful

byebyes

ur juz a fwen to me foreva @
2.40am

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