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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

cry on my shoulder is soooooooooooooooo nice(:
his taste in music is similiar to mine(:
as well as personality(:
found his b'dae
n i find that he used to be soooo much happier last time as well as more fun
not that not fun now
but after all that had happened
i wish i wish i wish none of it had happened
i mean
i didnt want it in the first place
but i wish things will return to where they once were
when u wud say n wave hi to me in the canteen
n even chat wif me in the queue
or even juz stop to tok to me
i lurve that kind of feeling
made me feel noticed
even though i noe i m luckier than some ppl
but i cant help feeling sad
lyk the song
''if ur feeling sad, ur heart gets colder''
its so true
i will wish that wish upon a wishing heart before i sleep everynite
until it comes true
n i'll write it in my collections in my notepad once everydae
until it comes true
i miss eu
i feel that ur avoiding me
n i hate that feeling
if its becuz of some stupid rumours then i'm so dissapointed in eu
i hope nth will destroy our fwenship
''when the days are getting hard for u, i'll owaes stay here by ur side''
another qoute from the song but it seemed to fit in that place after the line i juz typed..
''yes i show eu wat real lurve can do''
seems to fit again..
i feel lyk crying now
after listening to the song so much
as well as sorting thru my feelings but i doubt i can cuz i not slping tonite.. no time
but there'll be no shoulder for me to cry on
i lurve eu
even though i feel so tired doing so
yet its lyk a joy
i walked home in the rain todae
i felt so emo
but relief at the same time
i'm so glad i listened to u, jiaqi..
thkz
the rain had seemed to wash some of the sadness n depression in me
i feel so much better
but there is no other way for me to get wet
again
i'm so tired
not juz physically but emotionally
i hav a history study date tomoro
i'm the OIC
so muz be bery prepared
so i dun think i can sleep
i'm not going to list wat i nid to do as i'm too washedout to do that
but its juz alot
why cant my life be a fairy tale??
where the princesses hav their prince charming n happily everafter
if u noe me,
i believe in these
u think its lyk lame
but i assure u
is not
i've juz owaes believe in it
since young
i dunnoe y
my head juz seems to be in fairy land
n i follow my heart 100%
n not my head at all
i dunnoe y
but sumtimes i wish i m more rational
so i will not be let down time n again
the feeling sux
i cannot take it
i feel lyk i'm breaking down
y do eu treat me as invisible now??
do eu noe how hurt i feel??
even if u do not noe it??
juz lyk the ink i've juz used..
i want
i want
i want
i dunnoe wat i want

emoing n crying off at 1.02am
maybe i shud saty till 104am
lets wait
waiting
waiting
waiting
as i'm waiting
i think i continue my lit copy 10 times thingy
1.03am
waiting
1.04am
bye

Blogged @ 8/27/2008 12:40:00 AM
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