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Thursday, May 22, 2008

this is like so (undescriptable).. my senior ask us to go back help delete pics todae n then meet at 1.45 but in the end about 3.30 then go in the lab.. (: i stayed till 4.45 or rather i followed the school com clock but in the end when me n michelle went out of school alr then she tell me its onli 4.35 n i was like ohh oops.. XD aniwaes thats not the point.. then we nid pw to get in to delete pics n so onli the seniors have the pw n then darius type for me the username as he the onli so called pw-ed senior(i tokin crap i noe) then nid pw then he was like type the same thing.. i was huh? wat thing? the username? n wateva so i type the same thing n i got in.. then michelle followed n ltr he came n saw our screen n was like how u get in?? theni was abit confused cause he was the one hu ask me to login one rite?? then i said u gave me the pw.. he was oh i did?? i was like umm, ok.. XD oh n mr tang juz now outside com lab 2 was like i should have a poster with u(darius) on it.. n say if u want see darius, join media club.. umm, ok..(: n he makin speech tomoro n he ask us(me,mitch,damien,glen) if we want be on duty n take his pic n the prize winners then we were like hesitant... (: being on duty sounds scary.. :X but muz get used to it.. i scared i dunnoe how to take nice pics... n everything blur.. i hav shaky hands n it cannot be stilled.. ): aniwaes, i damn emo.. i cannnot wait for 2moro n eport book n holz.. ): this is the first(ok, maybe not.) time in my life that i want my report book back n dun care if i score badly.. but i juz want to do better than derrick.. he scored 68/100 average for his mid-years.. with the exception of failing lit n D&T.. XD n gugu was like he scored quite well.. n i was like umm, oh, ok.. cause for me to say i scored quite well would be at least 75/100 average.. i noe quite low but still.. i droppin u noe.. n if i cant still get an average A1 i m like sooo lucky??


i juz realized that not all fwens can be trusted..
not all of them would stick by me
through thick n thin
be caring
be sharin
be wif my all the time
how did i expect to be able to fool myself
all this while??
its barely the end of term n i had alr failed..
how did i expect myself to hav a great fwen
except for nat
sumtimes i rather experience the whole of hatred in the business world n suffer the work load
than to enjoy myself in school
cause i dun rilly see wats so great
bout this sucky school life
i juz wish i can escape juz like dream where say go
n then u juz go
without a nid for explanation
i want to let go but i cant bring myself to it
cause i had owaes been this fooloish to give myself a little flame
a little flicker of hope
of hope-ope-o-o-ope
to believe that they'll change
y cant i ever trust myself
my judgement
my reasons
my my my my my
all the mys to be my?
i nid to noe these answers
these reasons behind the change
ppl owaes say that change is good
but now i stand up n i beg to differ
change is horrible especially if u're hatin it
i juz wanna be FUR-REE-EE
workin
jobbin
anithing to get out of this mess
this horrible mess

will sum1 ever rescue me..

i guess i not ritng alr.. (:
bye..

Lotsa Lurve
iSabel
11.45pm

Blogged @ 5/22/2008 11:07:00 PM
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